Glory and Honor to God

From the very first time I went to church with my aunt by my side, little did I know that soon I became a regular church goes on every Sunday service without fail. But, there was something amiss within me regardless of my constant attendance in church! My soul was empty like a bottle filled with nothing but air. “Where is God?” I uttered. Does He really exist or was it just a mere myth that was told to the people from all walks of line as thou fairy tales prevails. How come other Christians are able to feel His presence? Why can’t I?

Half a year past, yet I still can’t hear His callings. I prayed, I read the Holy Bible, I went to church, but that was all! I felt skeptical especially when all my prayers were granted. There was a huge doubt in me. Was it God’s anointing? or was it the struck of lady luck?

I recapped back what Pastor Liu (a Pastor from Kuala Lumpur Baptist Church) said in his sermon. “As a child of God, have you ever admitted your mistakes in front of God? Have you ever prayed to God to be your life-long teacher in granting you with knowledge? Have you ever asked our Heavenly Father to guide your path to seek for the way, the truth and the light? Have you ever asked Him neither to punish nor to judge you?” he questioned the floor.

I was dumbfounded with Pastor Liu statement. Judgement? Punishment? It didn’t make sense! Yet, curiosity was creeping deep down within me. I was eager to know the truth beneath his words.

In my slumber, I have a dream. I vividly remember the content of it. I knelt down on my kneels, right in front of my father as beads of tears came rolling down my checks. I begged for forgiveness and hugged in despair.

In the midst of my dream, I woke up. From that day onwards, I am sure that God does exist. Amen. God wanted me to forgive my father regardless of how cruel he mistreated my family and I. “Forgive and Forget,” this phrase that I uphold enables me to love and care for my father till today.

On 25th December 2005, I decided to be baptized. It was held in Kuala Lumpur Baptist Church. My dear mother and my younger sister were there to accompany me throughout this memorable phase of my life.

Lesson 7: God loves you, because he loves you, that’s why He punishes, teaches and guides you.

After my first misfortune, I accidentally burned down my computer hard disk due to just plugging and unplugging. I was confronted with a series of misfortune event when I faced the same old situation for three times in a row within a mere six months! Even if you are not a computer savvy person, literally you are able to judge how long does a well-functioning hard disk can last for. Under well maintenance, it could even last for years. Moreover, TEN of the websites under my guidance was down on the same day! Till now, I couldn’t really figure out what went wrong.

My insurance company only reimbursed me with RM 11,000 (USD3160) for my stolen car. At that moment, I still needed to pay RM 19,000 (USD5460) more with RM 30,000 (USD8620) of bank debts. I was devastated, shattered. My bright future seemed to collapse. Blurry vision was left.

Fortunately, God never, I repeat, NEVER let go of me. He reinstalled my hope via a few important people in my life. Firstly, is my aunt in Singapore. Her name is Grace Wong. She was the first non-Christian in my family to accept Christ. Even though we seldom meet, she frequently gives me crucial advices to grow in the light of God through massive phone calls. Her willingness and sacrifices really touches my heart to see how beautiful a person could be with the presence of God in their life.

Secondly, is my best friend whom I’ve known for a decade. Her name is Sook Yen. Whenever I encountered problems, she was there to help. The most important thing is that, she never says “NO”. Till the days where I’ll be with God, she’ll always be my best friend. No words can express how honored I am to know her and to be able to witness the existence of a Christ-like person on Earth.

Lesson 8: God feels pain as well when He punish us but He does love us. He promises us that He is the way, the true way!

On 24th December 2006, I was at the end of a nerve-breaking point, with the Holy Bible in my arms, I cried and asked God. “Please God, please stop all of these sufferings. I can’t stand it anymore! I’m in pain…”

Miracle did happen. Suddenly, everything went back to normal. Please don’t feel awkward. I didn’t order God nor did I have the authority to do so. I would like to clarify that I am, same like all of you, a loyal, humble and faithful follower. I believed that it was God’s plan, His purpose.

When I was lost like a little lamb from it’s’ herd, I came across a poem called, “Footprint in the Sand” by Mary Stevenson. The poem reassured me that God never leaves us alone. When we are down, God is carrying us gently, invisibly. On that night itself, I prayed to God thanking him for making me to understand His purpose in me.

Lesson 9: God wants us to be strong but not we are strong because if we human think we are strong, we will overtake God’s position and become ignorant. God wants us to be strong because of Him.

I read a book entitled “The Purpose Driven Life” by Rick Warren. It made me realized what the purpose of our life is by explaining to us what we need to know from the Word of God- the Bible. I couldn’t stop crying when I finally understand this lesson. I cried like a baby in search for his mother.

The third person that I would like to introduce is my beloved girlfriend. Her name is Ivy Foong from Ipoh town. Previously, I was afraid to fall in love due to my family background (my parents divorced when I was young). To me, honestly, I thought all girls and women are materialistic in this whole world. No money, no talk. No jewellery, no honey. Etc…

But, when I got to know God, my perception totally changed! I could see with my dear eyes, many loving couples in my church. Many successful families were groomed, established, and maintained under God’s guidance. Hand in hand they work hard to glorify God even stronger than before.

I meet my first love when I was 29 years old. Many would have tried out puppy love in their teens, some even in their primary alma mater! I know many would have questions lingering in your minds. Why 29 years later? Why waiting???

Good question! I have asked myself the same question numerous times too. After much uncertainty, I found the answer that I’ve been looking for in the Bible. One, God wanted me to be patient. Two, God believes that I wasn’t mature enough to handle a relationship until I am 29.

I met her via online. At first sight, I doubted I could find love via internet where scandals and truancies happen frequently. But, I was lucky she is the one I am looking for. It is really difficult for me to express the feelings I have on her. Of course! I do really love her! I have to admit that, she is much more intelligent in handling the ups and downs in our relationship.

To maintain a strong relationship takes great effort and commitment, same like our faith on God. We did have a lot of arguments at the beginning as we came from different family background, different childhood. It was rough, yet with God’s power we overcome it. Love and next, marriage is not as simple like what it’s being portray in love drama that we see in our daily life. Communication and trust is important to maintain a relationship in a Godly manner. We placed God first in any situation, He’s our priority in life.

I thanked God for all the three important people in my life. Through all three of them, I found hope again. I found my path a step closer to You, My Lord.

Lesson 10: God’s timing is always right. Wait patiently.

Now, after all my nasty stumbles, I have my very own company called the World Web Creator, my own search engine optimization and search engine marketing blog. I even have my own SEO Forum. Praise God!

As we continue on with our life, we do face challenges. There will always be ups and downs in our life. But with the presence of God, there is a sense of peacefulness dwelling within me. I am firmly devoted that no matter what situation I face, how rough the sea would be or how dry the desert could be, everything would be possible in the name of God. He will never leave me as he is always by my side.

I believe that many of you could have much more inspiring testimonial compare to mine. Why don’t you send them to me? I will post them on my blog. Wouldn’t it be wonderful to Glorify God’s name with your real life testimonials? I will create a link at the end of your testimonial to your churches, charities, or other Christianity related organizations.

For those who are suffering, I hope that my real time, true life story could inspire you or at least create a stir in your heart to let you ponder the wonders of God in our life. We are fragile without God. Remember, God is always there for you and me. He is our Triangle God- The Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. God Bless You.

Lesson 11: God wants us to let go. Depends on Him. He is the only true way. Deny yourselves, let God decides your life. Let go, brothers and sisters, let God leads you the true and only way!